You only feel the waves tsunami that I have summoned You only feel the winds of my hurricane that's threatening to blow you away You only hear the daggers upon my tongue You only see the red gleam of my eyes filled with rage...
But in the eye of my storm My inner child is screaming Save me I feel like I'm drowning I feel the darkness filling up inside my lungs As I attempt to fix the bleeding that has begun The eyes of the world sees someone who's not perfect They only see my walls, my flaws, and everything that's wrong
I just want someone to love me Want someone who won't leave Want someone to shield me from the war inside my mind I just want things to feel alright
I swear I don't want to hurt anyone But things feel lonely when you are the only one Who understands you, who sees the invisible scars you bear alone When you can't cry tears in your own home Clouds collide and take control But I swear I mean no harm, I just need someone who unconditionally loves
Struggling with some perfectionism right now as my grades begin to dip and my dad expects me to be perfect. Why does he always point out the tiny mistakes or bring up mistakes of the past whenever he's in a rage moment? Yet when I am in my rage moment I end up feeling guilty. At least I'm different than him in that way. I feel guilty when I hurt people in my family. He doesn't.