it's sad to think that at one point i thought i was madly in love with you.
and it's so strange because i was so convinced that everything would be alright despite the downfalls we had and how i would stay up at night wishing i was there with you. and sadly when i finally got to know how your lips taste they were bittersweet because there was doubt in the way that you kissed me and no matter how convinced you were that those kisses were true we both knew that deep down inside you weren't sure how to feel about it.
our path was a loose gravel bridge that fell apart with every step that we took and no matter how hard we tried to fix it along the way things seemed to get worse. but we kept at it because one just doesn't give up on something that could be so perfect.
i thought you were perfect but when your colors truly showed it wasn't the hue i thought i knew. no, our colors didn't go together the way we once though they did.
and it's a shame i invested so much time into someone who in the end couldn't live up to their promises. dead ends with dead feelings and an aching head wasn't what i bargained for.
so now when i stay up at night, i don't wish about holding your hand or kissing you. i stay up because im upset that i wasted so much time on you.