Can someone explain to me how I could finally start to breathe again. How I was a better person and I was healing. How I started to smile again without faking it. How the nightmares werenβt as frequent. How everyday was becoming brighter. How I was getting better. Only for one girl to say all the right triggers, To play with my head again. How could one person cause such pain and now here I am. This time i donβt even know where to start.