The days have become cast lead ingots that hold me under The seconds a plague of locusts That devour every shred of dignity The weeks that lay ahead leave me horizontally inclined Now the years are rubber stamped overdue or return to sender The hours oscilliate from day to night to a monotonous finale with every note short of breath The months have compounded my interest of doubts Leading to decades of debacles and debauchery And to a lifetime devoid of hope