Working through my emotions. Mostly just working in general to forget I have a decision to make. I just got out of an abusive friendship. As much as my emotionally unavailable mother and I bond the bridge is just barely there. As much as I bond with my emotionally abusive father apologize to me nothing is ever right.
I am emotionally and mentally expressive because my parental relationships are so messed up.
Unlike my siblings I am not emotionally stunted. I don't trust many people. I don't like many people. If I care about you then you are special to me. I don't care what people say about us or what they think. I don't even care how bizarre my creative friends are I just don't want to be alone. Their pasts are their pasts as long as they respect mine I respect theirs. I don't like people who judge me because I cuss a lot. I don't like people who have bad vibes.
I have a lot of boundaries I just need normal people to respect them.