Cant wait for the summer finally going to the beach again. I love the sand and calm crisp ocean air its such a bliss. Cant wait to play with my daughter and act like a kid again show her how its really done when we have our summer fun just got to wait for my treatment then I can really enjoy the lovely sun. The sun rays heal my spirit and my bones and joints also make me happy and full of energy. I always been an outdoor lady not used to being trapped in dark rooms and in my home. I love nature and being around animals the beach calls to me and is my most favourite place in the world and where I feel most at peace. I love the warm sunny air and yummy ice creams but I can not eat them down to them being too cold and it hurts my brain but I can still appreciate everything else around me and will do just that hopefully in June when the fun can begin for me just hoping the specialists can help me and end this torture so I can finally be free and happy I intend to enjoy every moment I've got with Sophie and my family you only got one life so you need to have fun and be happy.