If I told you I love you
let me tell you what that means

It means I’m giving you my heart,
my trust, my thoughts, and my ears.
Can you feel my energy?
It longs to pull you closer.

I will always be there for you…always.
There won’t be a time when I can’t stop
and listen to you.  
There’s never been a time
that I’ve told you “no”
even when it hurt me to the core
to hear what you had to say.

There’s not another woman
who loves you as much as me
but I know you don’t feel the same.
Still, I want you to be happy
to have what you want
and I want to give you joy
if I can.

Please don’t ever think
that I don’t want to hear
what you have to say because
your words
are my oxygen.

Though I long to love you
to kiss you
to call you my own
I know it can never be.
The best I can do
is be your friend
so I promise to do this job
with my whole heart.

I love you…I always will.


(thank you for allowing this frustrated rambling)