External distractions For internal ailments Why ponder my condition when I can dance in the moonlight? Big screen for the dopamine Small screen for the socialite A seed yet to sprout--my social life Some nights, these thoughts bring fright Am I the only one whose mind has foresight? How long can this go? How long can I go? The flesh is tempered But my soul is tired I'm always tired Please, please, I need rest Please, please, I'm doing my best Please, please, I am my own mess