It was easy for you to say I love you Almost as easy as it was for you to leave Maybe I should of tried harder Or maybe played hard to get I always played sad music just to cry a little When the words you said hurt Because you had numbed me to the point where pain somehow felt good Itβs always been easy for them to leave me Walking away like they never needed me I thought you understood Maybe Iβm the toxic one, Or just the one that got away All I know is maybe I need to be the one to leave Instead of wishing they had stayed