So feed up with the life I had

So I had to change it up

Now I write life

In this note pad.

It's like I can change the outcome

Of every night I had

Where life was sad.

It's like it never happened

This thing in me just growing and growing

My over emotional thoughts flood my brain

I mean it's quite insane

What locked up in side my membrane

It's hard to explain

To someone who never been though the things that Ive been..