Rewrite my past
Predicting my future
Both tasks futile
You only live twice

All the mistakes
Which caused heartaches
I still did it knowingly or unknowingly
Dream and reality confused me convincingly

Beaten Bruised Battered
Hopes of living life shattered
Seeing others living well
Jealousy better but intelligence insulted

Alarm bells ringing
Sounded like a bugle
Wake up call given by a
A single thought

Stagnant and drowning
Unfulfilled ambitions vision blurring
Causes unearthed by questions
Thoughts answered by feelings

Years of dust
Covering the quest
Cluttered debris requires
Due diligence process

Clarity dawns like the curtain rises
The play now clear for the far sighted
Foresight was missing ,proved to be a blessing
First row seats given  as lessons unfolded

Starting the second coming
With an Ostrich or a Phoenix
Rare they are on the course
It has 18 life has many more

Awareness the soul
Synchrony its goal
What to do trial and error
What not to do none clearer

Been there Done that
Picture perfect mindset
Nothing and Nobody  has changed
Still everything looks different