I wanted to erase you. For a time....the memories of you come whirling through my mind like a tornado through a valley. I shed a tear for each long year without you.. That passes on this pale blue dot. Caught in a sea of tumultuous tides, I ride... Emotions rise and peak: I greet your memory, head down. In disbelief. I wanted to erase you. Yet, here you are. Mocking me in photos. Smiling in laughter that rings so pure. You look happy. I feel anger. Sit tight in this moment. I need to feel these moments. I want so much to erase you....