Heart aching, Blood leaking The sad music playing in it,so loud But still,am strong And for this,am so proud It feels like the world is against me The things I love make no sense Melancholy sorrounds my presence Heavy heart,fatigued mind To the little pleasures of life,am blind The bad memories I can't live behind They dominate my troubled mind Nothing excites me,life seems so plain All because this pain keeps flooding in Like rainwater downhills, It pours One depressing thought flashes and it lingers around for hours