She gets the flowers
She gets you
I get in a different timeline
Does she hold you like I did?
I pursued you and now I'm in love with more than one person
I might be polyamorous but this isn't what I wanted
I love my partner and I am falling in love with the one I started to go after
But you pull me back in every time...
In a good way...and a bad way
You keep my demons away but bring in a new monster
That what if's monster
I can't drown that one out
No amount of pills
No amount of alcohol
Nothing can
The person in the mirror can see themselves for more than just trauma
Because they fell in love but got my soul taken...by you
Just keep it safe...please