being a statistic doesn't sound like such a bad thing anymore.
it's always been about numbers;
your weight,
your age,
your height,
your grades.
we're all numbers.
always compared to unrealistic standards.
always held to unrealistic expectations.
maybe being a number isn't so bad;
maybe then i'll be happy,
partying it up with peep and cobain.
maybe, just maybe, i'll be enough.

i'm sorry.