I know that my eye sight affects my ability to read and write. I can't stand the sunlight / lights being on them; it makes me feel poorly and bad you know what this will not make me feel sad. The eye spasm's are a huge pain; things haven't been the same. The eye pains wake me up and disturb my sleep but it does not make me weep. I refuse to let it get me down; and life will get better and good again; just by learning to do things I enjoy singing, coloring and getting out my notepad and pen. Writing puts my life to right; its about learning to adapt to problems in life and learn to fight. I was so happy to get my new light sensitive glasses from the optcians this doesn't fix my eye sight but protects it makes it easier to read, write and edit, it will be another year before I can go into performing. will take a while but worth the wait as I got hearing problems to sort out too then I can follow people's conversations, appreciate songs and not feel so lost in my Life. I still got a good brain left; excellent family support, a lovely daughter and other half too. Even when things around me seem a little worst; I tell myself just be patient, this is your year. its worth the wait never give on your dreams; no matter how difficult life seems. Try your hardest every day and you always find your way.