Really. This could depend if you are religious and well I am not. This could be you looking for warning signs in teenagers for suicide too, which I lack, I am just very impulsive. I have been told many things but the one that sticks to me is, why else would you be here? No reason, good. Follow me. Its a question that puts a rabbit hole of things that I think you dont want to hear. On a different day, I could tell you that there is a purpose but not everyone knows what it is. Its something you find within yourself. In a dark time like this, I would tell you that you just exist and you just live and breathe. Both are the sides of the same coin, Your purpose is within you. You define and live by that. It's your choice and that is my thoughts.