I am Thinking About how I don't have to rush into close friendships or romance. I am Thinking About how I have choices now. I am Thinking About how I am good at being alone because I don't feel lonely anymore since I know who I am. I am Thinking About how reading comforts me and writing brings out my emotions. I am Thinking About how many times I get tempted to contact him I remember the ways he damaged me and I stop myself. I am Thinking About how grateful my realizations saved me in the end. I am Thinking About how concerned my mom got when I told her the truth and how she defended my actions. I am Thinking About how proud my psychiatrist was of me. I am Thinking About how much I need a therapist because in all honesty after what I have been through talking to someone always helps.