what should i do?
do i text them??
it feels to awkward and useless,
it feels wrong.
but it feels wrong to discard a friendship that has changed me.
and more self aware too.
but at the same time i’m glad that i don’t have to talk to them but i worry from time to time and it hurts so i don’t want to text them out of guilt and instead out of memory.
but how?
should i just text them “hey, it’s been awhile, sorry about that, hope you’ve been doing well”
that’s actually good.
but it’s too late now. or is it?
i don’t know…

i hope you are doing well and that you will be in the future.