The very thing that distinguishes us both is that I wouldn’t hesitate to choose you in every lifetime. But you wouldn’t even choose me in this one. And although I gave you my flesh and bones, I know I can’t love you into loving me. So there you are, overflowing with my love, And here I am pleading for a droplet of yours or whatever I could salvage. But there must come a time where you recognise that, to grieve someone hurts a lot less than forcing them to be a part of you. And I know I should not beg for love, but just once I wanted someone to be afraid of losing me.