oh mother dearest please say not another word i'm not that little girl who was to your heart so nearest stop being so ignorantly absurd i try my hardest to make you approve i really do all you'll ever do is disapprove even when to myself i stay true oh mother i know you detest my poetry yet another may not agree i'm sorry for being a failure and also for my irritating behavior but you cannot choose my life for this is not your own your piercing words are like a knife attacking until the cause of this loneliness becomes vaguely unknown