Love I need! I could not see; Love I had Didn't want ... Me..... Hostage negotiaton .... Traded for the love that wanted me.... Still I couldnt see ........ Untill love wanted me ...... I had scorned love ....... Never satisfied ... When the love I wanted .. . Wanted me..... I understood ..... All the more reasons that this love is the one for me .... I just wish I wasn't so jaded scarred and ugly....... Guess that's what she wants. .... My love loves me .... I love her the best I can .... The gentle lover I was once before .... Lurking .. . Brooding ... Haunts me..... Love?