These feelings
Belong to the night
Not this early
Hardly noon

I don't even know
What these feelings are
Betrayal
Hurt
Sorrow
Self-pity
Self-hatred
No
This is not about me
I always do this
Make every stupid little thing
About me

That's my problem
I can't be happy for them
Because I introduced them
And if it weren't for me
None of this would have happened
Everyone would be fine

It's been going on
For so long
Behind my stupid
Oblivious
Conceited
Worthless
Back

I promised
To not get mad
I promised
To still love you

I do still love you
But I can't look at him
The same way
Ever again