I am malleable I am the crumbling of shields of comfort I am my mother and her mother alike I am a descendant of immigrants I come from resiliency and strength and ***** brown curls I am restless nights and tired dreams I am light and life and longing I am lonely and loved all the same I am sickness and sadness and stubbornness I am growth and eagerness and willingness I am death I am grief I am heartbreak I am growth