sometimes, i wish you would die.

i wish that you would close your eyes and see my face haunting your dreams, causing sleepless nights.
i wish that you couldn't eat your favourite food anymore without feeling sick to your stomach because it makes you think of me.
i wish that you would die so you would experience even an ounce of the pain that you caused me.

sometimes, i wish i would die.

i wish that i would have fought you harder, said "no" a little louder, been a little stronger.
i wish i could love someone again without being terrified that they're just like you.
i wish that i would die just so i would never have to think about you ever again.

sometimes i wish we were both dead, so nobody would ever have to know that i thought this way.