Where i am Here and now What I'm Feelin' Is no stranger I'm slowly drifting away I don't know if i know myself now What I'm Feelin' Seems to always put me in danger
I still don't know how How things got this ugly
I just couldn't allow To let myself for some reason be happy
My life is fallen Down a deep, deep void But i would be lie'n If i said i wasn't annoyed
Stairing in the mirror daily I scream an yell at him Say'in straight at his face vaguely I dont know who he is or how i met him
What I'm Feelin' Is War Oh, What I'm Feelin' Is angry at who i am...
But i swear on the life that was given To allow me to be born, I swear i wont let you down Forgive me when i blow the sacred horn!
I feel no shame In killing the old me I feel no blame From ending what could have ****** me
Ill dig him a grave Come back 3 times a year Ill leave a black rose For he was made with fear In truth of honesty I saw a part of myself die, let go 'mongst his tears
What I'm Feelin' Here and now What I'm Feelin' Couldn't be stranger I truly let him drift away I just wish in his ending he'd know him self now What I'm Feelin' Strangly fills me with anger
He never could understand Who he was and why he did But now i hope he watches me from the wind and sand To help wish me the things he never could do, for now in vain he layed.