I wanted to live and reach twenty.
  But since I'm at it now, I feel a bit lost.

I don't have... what you might call a dream.
  I don't even know where I'll be one year from now.

I don't care what happens to me.
  I don't seem to be able to have dreams, plans.

It's good enough just to be alive.
  My goal is to be positive and joyful.