Wishing that I had stayed
wishing that I left,
this life of mine,
I'm not normal i know,
the cursed child,
to hurt those he loves,
leaving meant hurting her
I know her will read
I hope you would understand
this pain I feel, you feel it too.
thank you my friend, for being there...

wishing I could hold you
wishing I could take you there,
to the place where I'm happiest,
with my friends that I left
I can't cry,
if I could I would flood my house
with the sorrows of my curse,
the time I spend with you is when I'm most vulnerable
but do I really care?
is this what love does to you?

wishing I could have it all
wishing I had everything
they are my everything
the people I love are the people I hurt
I'm sorry I love you
can I survive knowing I make you suffer?
can I live with this burden?