The moments I least expect,
Playing CoD, laughing away,
Losing fast, getting rekt,
My mind begins to sway,
Friends in an old life, I swear I will come back to you.
Sleeping all day,
Wishing all night,
Staring at the sky starry
Nay, the northern light,
The small town is not for me.
But she and I,
We will be there someday,
Catching up after all this time,
Perhaps then everything will feel better,
Everything will be calm,
We would watch movies,
Stroll through the mall,
I miss them all,
The friends of a past life,
One that I look forward too again.

You love everything that hurts you
Expect humanity from something never human
The rose looks inviting
Oh such a sweet sound
The pain of finding it is not unbiting
The subtle cried left unheard
Form together
This soul left
Took flight as a bird
The gentle slice
How nice it is
Death calls us to rest
No god
No demon
Premonition is sleep
For sleep is a glimps of death
Peaceful and forever
This mind was not made for here
lost long ago to the voice of fear
Now it is silent
One voice gone
Unnoticed.
Unheard.
Unread.
Goodby.
World.

Afterlife Nothing,
this darkness is so boring,
memories flashing by at the speed of light,
seen them so many times they're scarred into my head,
when we die seeing an,
afterlife nothing,
afterlife nothing,
feeling so freakin lonely,
having to put up with everlasting defeat,
lost voice in the sea of silence,

my friend,
you were there for me when i was at wits end,
im sorry i had to leave,
i hurt the ones i care about
my pet peeve
i never meant for you to be left out-
of my life,
ive been busy
getting through struggle and strife
the people here are really iffy,
didnt know what to do,
i would have left someone,
but who?
im sorry my friend,
i meant to be there for you

These feelings that I use against myself,
I try and try to keep them from you,
But now you're seeing the real part of me,
The part I kept locked away,
It's creeping back...
I'm going insane...
This anger I locked up,
It's ruining my life,
And the chances of you being my wife,
Gone with the wind...
Lost to the wild,
They'll call me wild child...
Because I will run with the wind.
I cannot be chained.
Because I will die.

Immortality.
the failures of humanity
to watch all love die,
his world crumbles
the end never nigh
demon rumbles
he watches in pain and joy
as dust flows with the breeze
the one immortal,
learning to play coy,
sitting by the seas
earth's last portal
through winters ice
and summers nice
he learns silence
trauma of the violence

The hidden clues are nigh,
The loose ends will tie,
If you search you will find them
Truth about me, the end
The past these pages displayed,
From the demons
To the times I was flayed
These lines will lead
Through my despair, greed, and failure
My life in these lines.