mama, i am waiting for the sun to fall out of this picture i am waiting for your laughter's collapse when you go, what happens to the dream? the one in which you don't burn everything you touch, the one in which i don't have to run from your love
when you go, take this dream to lie with you forever and i will watch as wildflowers grow around your stone a garden born from you of children who won't run, one final, beautiful redemption
mama, i will meet you where the ground keeps us sweet under the sun's golden glow, i swear i won't run from the heat promise me a smile when it's time to take your leave and i promise i will honour you in loving memory
my love for my mother and my need to protect myself from her is a conflict i can never win. what would winning that even look like?