As much as I feel a failure at life, I'm not. The fact that I'm still alive.... is a wonderful thing. I've been dwelling so much on the mistakes I have made I haven't taken proper action to correct them. The pure truth is now is the time the fix them. I can't think of a better time to fix them. Life may have thrown some obstacles in my path , but that's because it knows. It truly knows I like a challenge. It sees that I'm a fighter and knows that I will walk away with a lesson learned. I have been a fool to my own thoughts and my actions and have shown my foolishness as vividly as the sun in the day sky and the moon in the night. Its undeniable that there are things I could have done better and now I can do better. There is nothing more for me to do than pull my socks up, put on my fighting gloves and bust out my moves. I'm stronger than this So life....watch out....I am on to you and your tricks. I won't be a fool anymore