I'm not going to lie, I lie everyday. I live life as a lie. Don't listen to anything I say. But this... is all I have.
I'm half mexican and use that to my advantage, my parents divorced and I felt abandoned. I study what once was because thats all we are meant to be, lost bones in the ground I study the most interesting creature on this planet, human beings. What's interesting is we all have different beliefs. All my friends want something from me yet all these friends don't know I never speak proudly. I give everything out but have nothing to offer, it's like a postal service, decayed just like my father. Still breathing, but so ashamed of life it's no wonder my mom needed cleaning. A new space, in the same house. I grew up thinking I knew what love was about, but don't we all? I work in a restaurant and make the best to get words out of lungs. things that I never knew are passed along because of me, the snake whispers from my tongue. I've caused pain and happiness to the most opposite of individuals, I actually hate I love yous because they are not believable. I have trouble sleeping. I spend time watching tv shows actually believing things can come true. to find the right moment to say the "I Do's." To stop believing would be smarter, so I wouldn't act a fool. I enjoy Shakespeare because misery loves comedy, I stole that line from a rapper named Lou because he provides a real remedy. I fail more often than not but I never plan to stay in the same spot. This is just a little bit about me, happen to like? let me know, please.