I wish I could write
in an effortless way of a transient thought

release the anger, release the pain
in some agonizing yet delicate scream
all conveyed in typed words

I wish I could write
but the unbridled passion only is just my passion
not talent

the emotions capturing me into a haze
yet the words refuse to come
only the feeling, the moment's exhilaration disappearing in thin air  

I wish I could write
well enough not to doubt myself and have inner brain debates against myself
that only momentarily quiet in my blissful sleep

I wish I could write...