i am inside the body
of matt shaw
black holes
are howling in his brain
he's got a fuzzy understanding of them
he is ...
my friend.

he has been biding his time
right now,
he feels afraid of everything
and i'm not sure i understand why

he wants
to escape self-fascination
because he knows
there is so much more
than just himself

he is worried about being
ten thousand spiders in a row
that all get eaten by frogs
or going to the holocaust

he is worried about his mental health
which seems to be deteriorating lately

it's strange
to be a human during these times
i feel too sensitive
too vulnerable
and the world seems like it's teetering on a chance...

let's dance.