I'm having trouble deciding what to do Should I ignore this nagging sense or go talk to you People always say "Go for it" you won't be able to another day But what will I even be going for? What will I say when you open the door? And ask me why I came If I told you I'd feel ashamed Because I'm the one that called it quits But I never wanted it to end like this When you spend a summer with someone like him It's a pretty hard summer to forget You made some mistakes and I just want to forgive Because I want to be back in your arms, unaware and ignorant You'd be surprised if I came and said hello Because I left without warning, like get up and go And I have no reason to be sorry but I am Leaving wasn't really in my plans But you hurt me so bad And I always think about what we had I just dont know if it's the best thing to get it back But I want it back I miss us against the world Against the "it won't works" against those other girls Because I thought I was the one I had no idea I'd ever say we're done But I'm stuck and I don't know what to do Should I stay in my place or fight for you