There are only so many poems to write about heartbreak
only so many ways to say "I love you and I hate you"
Only so many ways to personify the Night and hold her accountable
for the thoughts she shoves down one's throat, fear-dripping and cold
There are only so many ways to reach out in metaphors
desperately grabbing at any emotions their words might stir
There are only so many poems to write about being a stupid kid
with a mixed-up head and a heaving heart
with a cynical mind and a disappointed shout
and only so many ways to cry it out
Only so many half-smoked cigarettes and sweet perfumes
Only so much room for oxygen tanks and desperate goodbyes
It's getting crowded here with heavy clothes and defeatist tones
But there are so many of these murky nights
and only so many ways to get by