I lost my best friend, not much for saying good byes. But the more I deal with the easier it gets. But this was the one I'll never forget. Hurts the most that he left. Eyes flooding, drinks to start buzzin. Not a **** person can tell me otherwise. I gaze upon the stars in the dark sky's. With the innocence looks he used to give me. Now seeing his eyes roll back with his body empty. One drink to cry, the second to talk to him the sky. Now I switched to slamming bottles. Father please forgive me because I don't want to be sober anymore. Wished I can tell the world how much of a hero you are. Especially to me, you're my main star. You're my home and now I'm homeless. I barely make it, I'm always going to fake it. Father please reunite with me again, tell grandma my heart is broken. Miss you both singing to me. I'm drowning in agony. Please reunite with me.