I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and tried to solve problems and think too much thought i had the worst life ever.
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and smoked dope sought the fun of the darkness and run away of the reality.
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and cried thought am lonely and everyone hates me
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and lost myself between the hell and the evil sea drawing to the deepest point where the worst is.
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and hated myself and people, thought thats the only point i can get.
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and forgot how to love the people who were and are there for me, thought no one is there.
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and kissed the pipe all the time thought thats the only friend i got.
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and refused to pray thought there's no GOD.
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and filled my heart of hatred thought theres nothing good left.
I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and taught myself how to lie, thought that was the only way to hide my flaws and mistakes.
I really hate it, i don't know how i got there, i didn't know what i was doing, they were telling me, but i didn't believe them or maybe i did but i couldn't get up.
I hope its not too late to get up and move, i hope i still have the same people i loved before i sat there, i hope i didn't loose many, but actually i did.
I hope you and i don't go and set there one day unless we're setting there with our loved ones kissing each other and having a good time.
I hope you forgive me, you forgave me a lot, i just realized that, but please if you still care and like me, just give me the chance to prove that.
And now am setting in the same corner, staring at the window, looking at the sky, filling my self with faith and hopes, enjoying birds tweets that i missed, the butterflies that i didn't see, the sun that didn't burn me and the moon that i enjoyed looking at and dream.
I'm up now.
GOD bless you all.