i wrap my warmth around me

wait for the chill to bite my bones

i wonder if you would ever let me touch you again...

stomach roaring for food.

the clock struck 1 am.

pale-faced, memories of us fading.

fading...fading... f a d i n g...gone.

i deserve this..

i do not deserve this..

i wonder if you still remember the rain on our skin when we first embraced...

tiny dim golden lights hanging on a string, holidays are near and here.

i wonder if you wish you had never met me...

"it can be scary to change something significant in your life...but there is nothing scarier than staying in the same place when it is the opposite of beneficial. never don't try something new that you could be passionate and great at because you're afraid it will change what you're used to."

it will not be easy, but things that are worth it rarely are...

the lake will soon freeze over

will you let me fall through?...