alone this morning amber rays outstretched across the parking lot and i'm the first one there halo rising above the corrugated warehouse roof the only car in the lot is mine my skin warms with the beams that reach it alone but, not quite lonely gold specks are strewn across the asphalt around my feet content with my being humid air wrapping me in a soft embrace his gray truck crunches past me the sparkles dull and the rays fade my clam is inturupted the beams blend into a scorching wave a simple " g'morning" reminds me of what i lack the air tightens itself around my throat lonely, but not alone anymore