“No, you don’t get it” I said.
My legs are aching, hurting, feels like there’s bruises all over.
I feel..numb
I feel hopeless
I feel like I’m everywhere.
I feel crazy.
I want to scream and yell and punch the walls.
But.. I don’t.
I just lay back down in bed, staring hopelessly at the wall with tears in my eyes. Then I fall asleep..I just gave up.