you stand there so still feet dug into the wet sand your back facing toward the open dune with your arms raised as if pleading; wanting to be taken you cannot live without her, so you pray to be with her now, as breezes coo and caress, too gentle, almost kind as if trying to soothe your broken heart so the waves only puddle there at your feet not the waves you were hoping for; ones to push you out into deeper water, to take you to her, it does not happen; you are left standing there; alone, dejectedly still as the sea whispers back, it is not your time