one who i thought was close was not, im not important, i am right all my hardwork to get to where i am to make them proud to see them proud doesnt matter i cant be better than other one. i always has been compared never accepted as good, i pushed hard to show good in me, i had better thing, so blind to be seen, i am always alone, i loose all eventually, even in the saddest day, i cant go to anyone to meet, i dont trust any one. i wanna escape i am bound, i am a prisoner, i did no crime no cuffs in my wrist but in my head, i better off dead.