I can not survive - through the day
through this very second
I let me die
everything I write starts with my ownself
I don't know how to write - to you
But I heard God created only a one-man
One Adam and then he took off his hands
He - the universe hold something
so do all big bosses -
hear me, my lord  
you aren't a boss, you have no mercy
at least the lucifer let us to ****, as we wish
so I'll be alive at least at the moment I ****

Correction -
I should not let myself die
I should **** me
God - yes - that is what you are asking for
ever since, from the creation of Adam
you shouldn't have,
test your mastery,  
boss
you could have watch
**** Instead