I have thought about something
Rather I have been contemplating.

Discovering there is no difference
Between the racket at sunlight
That will come to silence at twilight ,
And hearing the tranquility at night
Suddenly filled with voices in my mind.

Being sick and tired everyday
Having a desire to stop time,
And just keep it that way.

Stuck in a room with my everything,
Going out will make me return crying.

Sitting in a corner

Staring...

Wondering...

Feeling...

Waiting...

Am I wrong to just enjoy?
Doing things with a smile?
But other wants it to be spoiled .
Pressure that stretched for miles.

Falling down to the ground
Thoughts that keeps going round and round,
Until the day I have broken down
In despair for who knows long.

The time has come to rise
Without telling myself lies.
I want to be with them!
They helped me to be open minded,
They are like my family.
My one and only.

Longing to leave home
That gives no hope,
Torment that I must suffer
Just to get the happiness
That I am after.