Woke up again, 3 AM Subconsciously trying to tell me That things are amiss Is there a point that I have missed? Answers on a horizon I cannot fathom Eclipsing my vision, iris circumcision Decisions to make, faces to fake As my feet quake, hope gets raked Such an ache Wanted a rhapsody Received a lament, such a descent On top of the world like a king and queen Entertaining hypotheticals Hope is not in the reticule I'd call myself prophetical if more were esthetical Wanting more from myself While my health gets put on the shelf Flying high in the sky Until I wake up Then my feet and future become clandestine