it's scary
how blissfully unaware you are
of how much pain
you're causing me
because whilst you do nothing
and go around smiling
I am trying
so hard
and I have been
for so long
to simply
please you
but I can't try forever
trust me, I need you
but you take me for granted
and if you take it any further
then quicker than a flash
I'll be gone
and you may miss me
and you may not
but who cares
because I'll be gone
and it'll be all
down
to you.

{ n.j }