My last long post hahaha! I don’t feel like we get each other completely. Just to be clear, I enjoyed the talk but I can see how we both experience the same dedication in a different way. Exactly how it should, we all got our own roles! I don’t believe enlightenment equals some happy happy joy joy christmas feeling, I allow myself to be fully dedicated to the Supreme Being, even if it means I “do” things that will set other energies off. Doesn’t mean I don’t have a positive mindset, I’m simply not overly forcing myself all the time. I don’t care to be right by societies rules, I only care about serving the Supreme Being as I see it as the only true way to reach enlightenment. I’m part of His play and I don’t believe I have a choice, not really, I look at it as life as we know it, is for the pleasure of His Play and I will lovingly follow. I would gladly encourage you to continue on your path, maybe try not so hard in trying to do you. These are not selfless acts as you failed to recognize me as you were only set on your own intentions. You can see it clearly throughout the conversation. I wish you well, but in my opinion we don’t need more men telling Women what to do, this is typical for Kali Yuga, but we are closing off this cycle now. We need Women to be fueled with power as much as we need them to be calm about it and men to finally understand that the only thing they need to control is themselves ;). I only responded the way I did because it’s my female nature to take care of your feeling by ignoring my own so you wouldn’t get hurt or you could have the feeling you were actually helping me, this is something what all females experience unfortunately. We let men tell us how we feel, we are ** and there’s nothing more pure than the power of feminine emotions, the last thing we need is a man to tell us how we feel. How on EARTH would he ever know to hold the power of creating consciousness in your body? How could he possibly know more as men are derived from Women? Aren’t we the direct source of His Light? I wish you well and good luck on your journey here my friend and remember we live in an age where everything is up side down ;)