How are you? Me? Well, have you got a sec? ------------------------------------------------ Dead or alive Which one am I? Do I wanna be dead if all I do is survive? Apathy, tragedy Occasional care snuffed by cruelty Feeding into the silence, violence Born with flaws and no features At least with toys You can return them for a new one Broken and fixed on the same day Yet every **** day is a haze ------------------------------------------------ Trying to fix a human? Architecture. One false move and the foundation is crumbled There can be no pleasure if I am not conscious It is all I am, can there be any lesser? Pleasure and pain rock throughout my brain Where is the drain to remove my strain? ------------------------------------------------ Fixing a disease comes with no ease Especially when you have no idea what normal means.