I haven't written much of how I feel.

Given the depth of how things were
and how crazy life could be in a blink
Those bittersweet farewell we bid was our bitter reality that someone's story may end just like that.

I never knew the feeling I'll be getting was the remorse of losing someone and their stories.

You, who have ended a story...
Now I long not for that feeling of wanting to write but the longing of your presence...
your mere existence is all I could wish for right now.

I was once a strong believer that things will be better that things will be sorted out eventually but this time it's unlikely to happen.

You were never perfect but you have been someone who had inspired me to pursue and achieve greatness and comfort in life


I wish I was able to see you one last time.
I wish this was all a dream and I'll wake up you being near and just there.


I miss you.
I love you.